Full-Blown Pain: My Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with intense discomfort around one eye that lasts for several hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a